emotional support spinning
Oct. 6th, 2025 05:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
This fiber colorway is from a monthly subscription (Feral Scene in Texas, so semi-local to me) - usually wool-based blends to push me out of my comfort zone. (I find wool to be the second-most difficult fiber to spin. First is cotton, which is more "normal" for a beginning spinner.)

I think of this as Pumpkin Spice yarn! It'll be going to
ursula.
The current emotional support spinning WIP is cotton, widely regarded as hard mode for treadle wheel spinning. It only took six months of dedicated practice to skill up...

Shout-out to Mohairandmore [Etsy], which sells superlatively prepared fiber; the combed top for ramie and cotton are exquisite. They're also in Texas, so also semi-local to me, although I think most of their non-mohair fiber (they raise angora goats) is from other suppliers. I've got to budget for some of their merino blends at some point because I bet they're amazing to spin.
I wanted to learn to spin cotton because
(a) It's less wildly expensive than mulberry, eri, muga silk (my faves). You can get 4 oz. cotton fiber for ~$6 USD (not including shipping or tax). Silk fiber (unless it's "sari silk" loom waste) usually costs three times as much if not more.
(b) I'm in the US South. This is about as local as you get for fiber production! There's a little silk fiber production in the USA but not a lot of it, and again, whatever the source of the fiber, it's an inherently spendier fiber.
I went all-in on spinning because
(a) It's weirdly difficult to doomscroll on the internet while spinning. :p It's much better for my mental health; that alone would make it worthwhile.
(b) For my own use, I'm personally most interested in thread for needle lace, embroidery, cross stitch, hand-sewing, weaving. But I don't do any of those things very fast so I don't need very much for myself, and I'm narrowly interested in cotton or ramie or silk. I don't knit or crochet, but I have friends who do, and who can make use of yarns spun from Those Other Fibers! (I have functionally zero use for wool ever.) So anything I spin for my own learning/pleasure can go to a good home.
(c) I have wrecked ankle tendons (medical), and treadling on a spinning wheel is surprisingly good sneak physical therapy.
(d) I have neuropathy in my hands and feet, prognosis unknown. I don't want to wait five or ten years to pursue physical crafts further. My favorite thing is working with my hands (obviously, this isn't especially visible online). I regret I was never able to take a shop class because my high school didn't offer one. I don't know that I'm going to have sufficient use of my hands/feet in five to ten years (assuming the world hasn't imploded, a big assumption). So I might as well get some enjoyment out of hand/physical crafts now.

I think of this as Pumpkin Spice yarn! It'll be going to
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The current emotional support spinning WIP is cotton, widely regarded as hard mode for treadle wheel spinning. It only took six months of dedicated practice to skill up...

Shout-out to Mohairandmore [Etsy], which sells superlatively prepared fiber; the combed top for ramie and cotton are exquisite. They're also in Texas, so also semi-local to me, although I think most of their non-mohair fiber (they raise angora goats) is from other suppliers. I've got to budget for some of their merino blends at some point because I bet they're amazing to spin.
I wanted to learn to spin cotton because
(a) It's less wildly expensive than mulberry, eri, muga silk (my faves). You can get 4 oz. cotton fiber for ~$6 USD (not including shipping or tax). Silk fiber (unless it's "sari silk" loom waste) usually costs three times as much if not more.
(b) I'm in the US South. This is about as local as you get for fiber production! There's a little silk fiber production in the USA but not a lot of it, and again, whatever the source of the fiber, it's an inherently spendier fiber.
I went all-in on spinning because
(a) It's weirdly difficult to doomscroll on the internet while spinning. :p It's much better for my mental health; that alone would make it worthwhile.
(b) For my own use, I'm personally most interested in thread for needle lace, embroidery, cross stitch, hand-sewing, weaving. But I don't do any of those things very fast so I don't need very much for myself, and I'm narrowly interested in cotton or ramie or silk. I don't knit or crochet, but I have friends who do, and who can make use of yarns spun from Those Other Fibers! (I have functionally zero use for wool ever.) So anything I spin for my own learning/pleasure can go to a good home.
(c) I have wrecked ankle tendons (medical), and treadling on a spinning wheel is surprisingly good sneak physical therapy.
(d) I have neuropathy in my hands and feet, prognosis unknown. I don't want to wait five or ten years to pursue physical crafts further. My favorite thing is working with my hands (obviously, this isn't especially visible online). I regret I was never able to take a shop class because my high school didn't offer one. I don't know that I'm going to have sufficient use of my hands/feet in five to ten years (assuming the world hasn't imploded, a big assumption). So I might as well get some enjoyment out of hand/physical crafts now.
Losing hope with world events? A little Good News..
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Baking Apple Cinnamon Muffins for the week ahead and watching S6 of Call the Midwife on Netflix.
Below is the Good News Report from The American Resistance & It's Global Allies - because we all need a little good news? As always, good news is in the eye of the beholder or mileage may vary on this.
1. The Conservation Fund purchases North America’s largest blackwater swamp, saving over 350,000 acres of designated wilderness from a mining company.
https://augustafreepress.com/news/conservation-funds-purchase-of-georgia-florida-wildlife-refuge-saves-land-from-mining-company/?sh_kit=7a2950363f4b90b1881ae76c68d24551846eea9063b67a6a14e9fa39bc419e40
( Read more... )
2.California takes steps to protect school and college students, school staff, and hospital patients from unjust ICE enforcement activity.Governor Newsom signed the nation’s strongest protections into law to limit tactics being used by Trump’s federal “secret police,” protect children at schools, and patients in public hospitals from Trump’s lawlessness.
https://www.gov.ca.gov/2025/09/20/governor-newsom-signs-laws-to-protect-school-children-and-hospital-patients-and-limit-fear-tactics-used-by-trumps-secret-police-force-to-terrorize-communities/
3. California’s Supreme Court unanimously rules that state regulators were given undue deference in the decision to roll back rooftop solar panel credits for homeowners.
https://www.cbsnews.com/sanfrancisco/news/california-supreme-court-rooftop-solar-credits-cpuc-environmental-groups/
4. Maine fast-tracks plans for renewable energy projects before climate-friendly government incentives are removed under the budget passed this summer. The state is prioritizing projects built on PFAS-contaminated land as it looks to kickstart installations that can help it reach 100% clean energy by 2040.
https://www.canarymedia.com/articles/clean-energy/maine-fast-track-tax-credits
5.Three chemical and materials companies will pay the state of New Jersey up to $2B in a settlement over the environmental hazards of PFAS. "DuPont and two other companies will settle environmental claims concerning PFAS, commonly referred to as "forever chemicals," and pay New Jersey up to $2 billion, the companies announced Monday."
https://www.cbsnews.com/philadelphia/news/dupont-pfas-settlement-chemours-corteva-new-jersey-repauno-parlin/
6.Walmart said it is planning to remove synthetic dyes from all its private label store-brand foods by the start of 2027 (Wall Street Journal).
7.Australia funds solar microgrids to replace diesel in First Nations communities.
https://www.pv-magazine.com/2025/08/20/australia-funds-solar-microgrids-to-replace-diesel-in-remote-first-nations-towns/
8. NIH races to spend 2025 grant budget
The US National Institutes of Health (NIH) is on track to dole out its entire US$48-billion budget by the end of the fiscal year on 30 September, despite the administration of Donald Trump laying off thousands of the agency’s workers and delaying meetings to review research grants. The agency’s staff banded together to “clean up the mess”, an NIH programme officer told Nature, and ensure that the funds were invested in science. Although the agency’s budget will be spent, many fewer new projects will be funded because of a government directive to award large sums to research projects upfront.
https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-025-03168-4
9. Energy-related carbon dioxide emissions in the U.S. have decreased by 20 percent since 2005.
https://www.utilitydive.com/news/energy-co2-carbon-emissions-falling-states-natural-gas-renewables/760374/
10. The city of San Francisco moves to ensure that substantial renovations to existing buildings are all-electric.
https://www.canarymedia.com/articles/carbon-free-buildings/san-francisco-renovations-gas-ban
( the rest of the forty-six )
Here's a flower:

Below is the Good News Report from The American Resistance & It's Global Allies - because we all need a little good news? As always, good news is in the eye of the beholder or mileage may vary on this.
1. The Conservation Fund purchases North America’s largest blackwater swamp, saving over 350,000 acres of designated wilderness from a mining company.
https://augustafreepress.com/news/conservation-funds-purchase-of-georgia-florida-wildlife-refuge-saves-land-from-mining-company/?sh_kit=7a2950363f4b90b1881ae76c68d24551846eea9063b67a6a14e9fa39bc419e40
( Read more... )
2.California takes steps to protect school and college students, school staff, and hospital patients from unjust ICE enforcement activity.Governor Newsom signed the nation’s strongest protections into law to limit tactics being used by Trump’s federal “secret police,” protect children at schools, and patients in public hospitals from Trump’s lawlessness.
https://www.gov.ca.gov/2025/09/20/governor-newsom-signs-laws-to-protect-school-children-and-hospital-patients-and-limit-fear-tactics-used-by-trumps-secret-police-force-to-terrorize-communities/
3. California’s Supreme Court unanimously rules that state regulators were given undue deference in the decision to roll back rooftop solar panel credits for homeowners.
https://www.cbsnews.com/sanfrancisco/news/california-supreme-court-rooftop-solar-credits-cpuc-environmental-groups/
4. Maine fast-tracks plans for renewable energy projects before climate-friendly government incentives are removed under the budget passed this summer. The state is prioritizing projects built on PFAS-contaminated land as it looks to kickstart installations that can help it reach 100% clean energy by 2040.
https://www.canarymedia.com/articles/clean-energy/maine-fast-track-tax-credits
5.Three chemical and materials companies will pay the state of New Jersey up to $2B in a settlement over the environmental hazards of PFAS. "DuPont and two other companies will settle environmental claims concerning PFAS, commonly referred to as "forever chemicals," and pay New Jersey up to $2 billion, the companies announced Monday."
https://www.cbsnews.com/philadelphia/news/dupont-pfas-settlement-chemours-corteva-new-jersey-repauno-parlin/
6.Walmart said it is planning to remove synthetic dyes from all its private label store-brand foods by the start of 2027 (Wall Street Journal).
7.Australia funds solar microgrids to replace diesel in First Nations communities.
https://www.pv-magazine.com/2025/08/20/australia-funds-solar-microgrids-to-replace-diesel-in-remote-first-nations-towns/
8. NIH races to spend 2025 grant budget
The US National Institutes of Health (NIH) is on track to dole out its entire US$48-billion budget by the end of the fiscal year on 30 September, despite the administration of Donald Trump laying off thousands of the agency’s workers and delaying meetings to review research grants. The agency’s staff banded together to “clean up the mess”, an NIH programme officer told Nature, and ensure that the funds were invested in science. Although the agency’s budget will be spent, many fewer new projects will be funded because of a government directive to award large sums to research projects upfront.
https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-025-03168-4
9. Energy-related carbon dioxide emissions in the U.S. have decreased by 20 percent since 2005.
https://www.utilitydive.com/news/energy-co2-carbon-emissions-falling-states-natural-gas-renewables/760374/
10. The city of San Francisco moves to ensure that substantial renovations to existing buildings are all-electric.
https://www.canarymedia.com/articles/carbon-free-buildings/san-francisco-renovations-gas-ban
( the rest of the forty-six )
Here's a flower:

latest spinning
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Two-ply ramie handspun. I still have to BOIL it with soda ash to set the twist, but this will be going to
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Movie Reviews...
Oct. 4th, 2025 08:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
1. Guillermo Del Torro's Trailer for Frankenstein has finally been released. In watching it - I was reminded of the British National Theater presentation (which was also filmed) of Johnny Lee Miller and Benedict Cumberbatch switching back and forth - on who played Frankenstein and who played Victor. One night Miller played Frankenstein, and Cumberbatch played Victor, then the next night the opposite. National Theater filmed both performances and showed them in theaters, and on National Theater website.
I got National Theater so I could watch them.
So, yes, I'm looking forward to seeing Del Torro's Frankenstein - and may make a point of seeing it in theaters. But it looks very similar to the plot of the National Theater presentation - which was excellent.
What the British National Theater presentation got across by having the actors flip roles each night - is that the line between who was the monster and who wasn't - was very thin, and in many ways Victor was far more of a monster than his creation.
2. After listening to a lot of Revamped podcasts, I decided to rent Landau's A Place Among the Dead - which is an independent film that was written by Landau and her husband, directed by Landau, and starring Landau, along with various people they found to do it with them. Including Anne Rice, Charlain Harris, Lance Henrikson, Joss Whedon (who appears for less than a minute - so if that's a problem for you, I wouldn't worry about it), Ron Perlman, Gary Oldman, and Robert Patrick among others. It's filmed like a documentary, and Landau and her husband more or less play themselves, as do most of the name stars. And they interview most of them about vampires and evil, and what it is and means.
Through the use of the vampire metaphor explores the psychological trauma and consequences of being raised by narcissists, and the on-going psychological abuse. Landau has pictures of her parents, and hires actors to play them, and voice them. Harry Groenig plays Dad, and another woman plays Mom. (Landau is the daughter of Barbara Bain and Martin Landau, who met on Mission Impossible. Barbara Bain was the first female actress to win consecutive emmys for a drama role from the same series. And both starred on Space 1999. Whose theme song inspired Nerf Herder's Buffy theme.)
Basically, Landau made the film with her husband to work through her traumatic upbringing.
It's an interesting film, but flawed and definitely low budget. There's a few creepy shots, but for the most part - it drags, and my attention wandered. As a result, I kind of lost the metaphor here and there. I did like how Landau pokes fun at the somewhat cliche/horror trope advice: "you must stand up to evil, and face it head on, to stop it and you can only stop it with love" - because she basically decides to do that - and ends up opening the door to evil instead. She's too vulnerable, and instead of locking it out, it gets in.
The setup? ( Read more... )
3. Finished watching Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret adapted from the novel by Judy Blume, of the same name. The novel was published in 1970. And the film takes place in 1970. I read it around 1976 or 77. I can't remember exactly. I started binge reading Judy Blume somewhere around the third or fourth grade. I've found it interesting that most of my favorite books as a child have been adapted into films, some more than once:
The Hobbit
The Chronicles of Narnia
Escape to Witch Mountain
Are You There God, It's Me, Margaret.
Bridge to Terribetha
A Wrinkle in Time
Dune - I was a bit older - somewhere in high school (it's not a kid's book)
Stuart Little
Charlotte's Web
The Westing Game
The Wizard of Earthsea (and not well)
The Incredible Journey
Watership Down
All Things Great and Small
The Lord of the Rings
There are a quite few that haven't been, and I'm not sure I want them too? The Witches of Worm, Dark is Rising, Perilous Guard, The Wolves of Willoughby Chase, Lisa Bright and Dark, Where the Red Fern Grows, I Am the Cheese, The Girl Who Owned a City, Misty of Chitanoogue, Dragon Riders of Pern, The Ship Who Sang, The Chronicles of Thomas Covenant: the Unbeliever by Stephen R Donaldson (I had to look it up because I couldn't remember the name of it.)
Anyhow, back to my review, such as it is. Are You There God? It's Me Margaret to the best of my memory (which is hazy at best - I can't remember when I read it? Just that it was before the fifth grade?) - is a faithful adaptation of the Judy Blume novel. It's about a 12 year old girl who moves from one state to another with her parents, and at the same time has to deal with change in schools, menstruation, new friends, puberty, etc. I did the same thing - but in the fifth grade - which is when I think I read the book, and that was in 1977-78. So about seven years after it was written - it fit my time period better than it may fit folks now? I don't know? I don't think my niece ever read it.
I found the film charming and nostalgic. I also remembered the book better as I watched it. And it moved me. ( vague spoilers )
Overall? A good movie. I don't remember the book well enough to take any issues with differences or discrepancies, although I sincerely doubt there are any?
I got National Theater so I could watch them.
So, yes, I'm looking forward to seeing Del Torro's Frankenstein - and may make a point of seeing it in theaters. But it looks very similar to the plot of the National Theater presentation - which was excellent.
What the British National Theater presentation got across by having the actors flip roles each night - is that the line between who was the monster and who wasn't - was very thin, and in many ways Victor was far more of a monster than his creation.
2. After listening to a lot of Revamped podcasts, I decided to rent Landau's A Place Among the Dead - which is an independent film that was written by Landau and her husband, directed by Landau, and starring Landau, along with various people they found to do it with them. Including Anne Rice, Charlain Harris, Lance Henrikson, Joss Whedon (who appears for less than a minute - so if that's a problem for you, I wouldn't worry about it), Ron Perlman, Gary Oldman, and Robert Patrick among others. It's filmed like a documentary, and Landau and her husband more or less play themselves, as do most of the name stars. And they interview most of them about vampires and evil, and what it is and means.
Through the use of the vampire metaphor explores the psychological trauma and consequences of being raised by narcissists, and the on-going psychological abuse. Landau has pictures of her parents, and hires actors to play them, and voice them. Harry Groenig plays Dad, and another woman plays Mom. (Landau is the daughter of Barbara Bain and Martin Landau, who met on Mission Impossible. Barbara Bain was the first female actress to win consecutive emmys for a drama role from the same series. And both starred on Space 1999. Whose theme song inspired Nerf Herder's Buffy theme.)
Basically, Landau made the film with her husband to work through her traumatic upbringing.
It's an interesting film, but flawed and definitely low budget. There's a few creepy shots, but for the most part - it drags, and my attention wandered. As a result, I kind of lost the metaphor here and there. I did like how Landau pokes fun at the somewhat cliche/horror trope advice: "you must stand up to evil, and face it head on, to stop it and you can only stop it with love" - because she basically decides to do that - and ends up opening the door to evil instead. She's too vulnerable, and instead of locking it out, it gets in.
The setup? ( Read more... )
3. Finished watching Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret adapted from the novel by Judy Blume, of the same name. The novel was published in 1970. And the film takes place in 1970. I read it around 1976 or 77. I can't remember exactly. I started binge reading Judy Blume somewhere around the third or fourth grade. I've found it interesting that most of my favorite books as a child have been adapted into films, some more than once:
The Hobbit
The Chronicles of Narnia
Escape to Witch Mountain
Are You There God, It's Me, Margaret.
Bridge to Terribetha
A Wrinkle in Time
Dune - I was a bit older - somewhere in high school (it's not a kid's book)
Stuart Little
Charlotte's Web
The Westing Game
The Wizard of Earthsea (and not well)
The Incredible Journey
Watership Down
All Things Great and Small
The Lord of the Rings
There are a quite few that haven't been, and I'm not sure I want them too? The Witches of Worm, Dark is Rising, Perilous Guard, The Wolves of Willoughby Chase, Lisa Bright and Dark, Where the Red Fern Grows, I Am the Cheese, The Girl Who Owned a City, Misty of Chitanoogue, Dragon Riders of Pern, The Ship Who Sang, The Chronicles of Thomas Covenant: the Unbeliever by Stephen R Donaldson (I had to look it up because I couldn't remember the name of it.)
Anyhow, back to my review, such as it is. Are You There God? It's Me Margaret to the best of my memory (which is hazy at best - I can't remember when I read it? Just that it was before the fifth grade?) - is a faithful adaptation of the Judy Blume novel. It's about a 12 year old girl who moves from one state to another with her parents, and at the same time has to deal with change in schools, menstruation, new friends, puberty, etc. I did the same thing - but in the fifth grade - which is when I think I read the book, and that was in 1977-78. So about seven years after it was written - it fit my time period better than it may fit folks now? I don't know? I don't think my niece ever read it.
I found the film charming and nostalgic. I also remembered the book better as I watched it. And it moved me. ( vague spoilers )
Overall? A good movie. I don't remember the book well enough to take any issues with differences or discrepancies, although I sincerely doubt there are any?
That was weird
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I walked out of the house about noon today, and found a delivery of food from two different restaurants on my doorstep. Weird because I've never ordered delivery from one let alone two restaurants at once. A quick look at the receipts said the delivery came last evening, so the food, however good it was, is garbage now. There was no knock on the door last evening or ring of the doorbell. I have no idea who the food was supposed to go to, or what they did to complain about lack of delivery.
Sept. Oct. meme
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Via
shadowkat
29. When was the last time you had to take part in a fire evacuation?
I think it was at a hotel when I was on vacation. Don't think it was a fire just some dummy smoking in their room. The time before that I was teaching on the second floor of a large building. I dashed out in the hall to see if there might be a fire close by. I saw nothing, and knew nothing about all clear procedures there. Went back in the room. Only some of the students were moving. Some weren't. I told everyone to grab their things and motioned for them to leave the room. Like "a good little teacher," I followed them out of the building. It was nice out, so we sat around in the grass and finished class, if more informally than I planned.
30. Have you ever owned an electric blanket?
No, but my mother had one, and she put it on my bed one very cold night when I was about ten. It was nice and warm, but I don't think they tended to work very long in those days. My parents might have used it quite a while, but I only knew it later, when we were using it as just another blanket.
OCTOBER
1. It’s National Cookbook Month – do you own many cookbooks, or do you rely on the internet for recipe ideas?
Shockingly, I own about ten cookbooks, half of which I originally bought for my mother as Christmas gifts (she collected recipes.) I only use one or two of them, mostly when I try to cook something I haven't tried before.
2. Have you ever made chili (with meat or vegetarian)? Even if you haven’t, what do you like to have alongside chili as part of the meal?
Yes, I've made it many times. I'd make some this winter if the price of beef moderates. The chili I make is hearty enough that a salad is about the only other thing at the meal.
3. Do you have well-organized kitchen storage?
Well, I keep my wrenches, screw drivers and pliers separate from the breakfast cereal and tea bags. Does that count? 😂
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29. When was the last time you had to take part in a fire evacuation?
I think it was at a hotel when I was on vacation. Don't think it was a fire just some dummy smoking in their room. The time before that I was teaching on the second floor of a large building. I dashed out in the hall to see if there might be a fire close by. I saw nothing, and knew nothing about all clear procedures there. Went back in the room. Only some of the students were moving. Some weren't. I told everyone to grab their things and motioned for them to leave the room. Like "a good little teacher," I followed them out of the building. It was nice out, so we sat around in the grass and finished class, if more informally than I planned.
30. Have you ever owned an electric blanket?
No, but my mother had one, and she put it on my bed one very cold night when I was about ten. It was nice and warm, but I don't think they tended to work very long in those days. My parents might have used it quite a while, but I only knew it later, when we were using it as just another blanket.
OCTOBER
1. It’s National Cookbook Month – do you own many cookbooks, or do you rely on the internet for recipe ideas?
Shockingly, I own about ten cookbooks, half of which I originally bought for my mother as Christmas gifts (she collected recipes.) I only use one or two of them, mostly when I try to cook something I haven't tried before.
2. Have you ever made chili (with meat or vegetarian)? Even if you haven’t, what do you like to have alongside chili as part of the meal?
Yes, I've made it many times. I'd make some this winter if the price of beef moderates. The chili I make is hearty enough that a salad is about the only other thing at the meal.
3. Do you have well-organized kitchen storage?
Well, I keep my wrenches, screw drivers and pliers separate from the breakfast cereal and tea bags. Does that count? 😂
This week's the Friday 5 Meme
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1. Do you ever wonder if the way you see things visually aren't how other people see them?
Yes. All the time. ( Read more... )
2. What kind of sounds are the most annoying?
Squeaking sounds. Chalk on a chalk board. Squeaking wheels. High pitched sounds. I don't like high soprano - it's why opera doesn't work for me for the most part, that high squeak. Sirens. Car Alarms. Fire Alarms.
3. When walking through a store, do you shop with your hands by touching/feeling the texture of things
I try not to, but often do. Most stores don't want you to touch things.
4. If you could only smell three scents for the rest of your life, what would they be?
fresh sea breeze or water, sunshine, and laundry
5. What sorts of things do you savour when eating them?
chocolate mousse, apple or pumpkin pie, a good muffin or cookie, savory meal...matcha latte (drinking),
Off to bed. I hope.

Yes. All the time. ( Read more... )
2. What kind of sounds are the most annoying?
Squeaking sounds. Chalk on a chalk board. Squeaking wheels. High pitched sounds. I don't like high soprano - it's why opera doesn't work for me for the most part, that high squeak. Sirens. Car Alarms. Fire Alarms.
3. When walking through a store, do you shop with your hands by touching/feeling the texture of things
I try not to, but often do. Most stores don't want you to touch things.
4. If you could only smell three scents for the rest of your life, what would they be?
fresh sea breeze or water, sunshine, and laundry
5. What sorts of things do you savour when eating them?
chocolate mousse, apple or pumpkin pie, a good muffin or cookie, savory meal...matcha latte (drinking),
Off to bed. I hope.

Friday aches and wants to just relax in a hot tub in the Airondacks..
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But alas, no, a heating pad will have to do.
It's a lovely day, clear blue sky, and in the low seventies, upper sixties. Brisk breeze. Apartment is cool as well - in the low seventies. So no A/C nor fans are required. I do have air purifiers running. But whatever was in the air last weekend beating my sinuses up - is gone now. Thank heavens.
For a moment or two today - I got confused and thought it was Thursday, but no, it is thankfully Friday. Been listening to Juliette Landau's Revamped podcasts on youtube via my smartphone, all day long, along with music here and there. Made it through her re-watch of part 1 of Prophecy Girl, and When She was Bad, also interviews with Nerf Herder (apparently Alyson Hannigan recommended the band to Whedon), and Charles Martin Smith (who directed Welcolme to the Hellmouth and was in American Graffitti, his father was also a Parisian animator, who did the Peanuts animation). I highly recommend Landaus for film and television geeks and nerds. She goes into detail on theater, film, and music bits. At one point she informs the listener that the prop/set designer for Buffy's husband, created the Pirate ship for Pirates of the Caribbean. He was told by the studio/director to go to town on it - spend whatever he wanted - he had an unlimited budget to design the Pirate Ship. The twelve year old child in him was hopping up and down yelling - best job ever! Landau is charming, lovely, and easy to listen to. She is also quite knowledgable about film and theater techniques and how to convey them to the listener. Plus a considerate interviewer. She's won an award for her podcast - and I can see why.
Question a Day Meme - September and October
29. When was the last time you had to take part in a fire evacuation?
Eh, about ten years ago - I think - in Jamaica. We used to have them a lot in the old workplace in Jamaica. Mainly because folks were always setting off the alarm by leaving bagels in toaster ovens. At one point - the fire department took the toaster oven and the microwave away from us. While we understood the toaster oven, the microwave didn't make much sense, and they got a new one.
30. Have you ever owned an electric blanket?
Yes, but it was a very long time ago - in the 20th Century, and possibly the 1980s. So I don't remember it clearly.
OCTOBER
1. It’s National Cookbook Month – do you own many cookbooks, or do you rely on the internet for recipe ideas?
I own a lot of cookbooks. I rarely use them. I rarely follow recipes. I read the recipe - then go off and do my own thing. Mainly because I rarely have the right ingredients or appliances, so have to redefine the recipe to fit my needs. That - and I'm single - and most recipes are designed for a family of five. I don't know why it's five - but it is. Sometimes it's two, but rarely just one person. We live in a society that actively discriminates against single people - it's as if everyone assumes that the vast majority of people are married and have kids.
Uh no.
2. Have you ever made chilli (with meat or vegetarian)? Even if you haven’t, what do you like to have alongside chilli as part of the meal?
Yes. I've made both. I prefer vegetarian. I make it with dark chocolate like my mother does. And usually have it either with a small side salad, and cheese and crackers.
3. Do you have well-organised kitchen storage?
LOL! No.
***
Bonus questions:
Name a television show that you will be a fan of until you die - and know everything about, and seen more than twenty times...and never get tired of re-watching?
Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Sigh. (not sure why exactly - combination of dialogue, snarky self-deprecating sense of humor, and characters - also it features strong women and is among the few series that is female centric and allows women to be strong physically, and take on a traditional male role...subverting expectations).
Film series?
Star Wars. (Not sure why - it may be a combination of the world building, dialogue, characters, and the sense of hope...)
Book series?
Kate Daniels Magic Series by Illona Andrews ( I have no idea why - I think it's the dialogue and sardonic sense of humor? Also features a badass female lead who can take on the male leads, excellent sword-fighter, and is equal to the male romantic lead. And I'm partial to the idea of lions - a shapeshifter who is a lion as opposed to a werewolf is appealing to me.)
It's a lovely day, clear blue sky, and in the low seventies, upper sixties. Brisk breeze. Apartment is cool as well - in the low seventies. So no A/C nor fans are required. I do have air purifiers running. But whatever was in the air last weekend beating my sinuses up - is gone now. Thank heavens.
For a moment or two today - I got confused and thought it was Thursday, but no, it is thankfully Friday. Been listening to Juliette Landau's Revamped podcasts on youtube via my smartphone, all day long, along with music here and there. Made it through her re-watch of part 1 of Prophecy Girl, and When She was Bad, also interviews with Nerf Herder (apparently Alyson Hannigan recommended the band to Whedon), and Charles Martin Smith (who directed Welcolme to the Hellmouth and was in American Graffitti, his father was also a Parisian animator, who did the Peanuts animation). I highly recommend Landaus for film and television geeks and nerds. She goes into detail on theater, film, and music bits. At one point she informs the listener that the prop/set designer for Buffy's husband, created the Pirate ship for Pirates of the Caribbean. He was told by the studio/director to go to town on it - spend whatever he wanted - he had an unlimited budget to design the Pirate Ship. The twelve year old child in him was hopping up and down yelling - best job ever! Landau is charming, lovely, and easy to listen to. She is also quite knowledgable about film and theater techniques and how to convey them to the listener. Plus a considerate interviewer. She's won an award for her podcast - and I can see why.
Question a Day Meme - September and October
29. When was the last time you had to take part in a fire evacuation?
Eh, about ten years ago - I think - in Jamaica. We used to have them a lot in the old workplace in Jamaica. Mainly because folks were always setting off the alarm by leaving bagels in toaster ovens. At one point - the fire department took the toaster oven and the microwave away from us. While we understood the toaster oven, the microwave didn't make much sense, and they got a new one.
30. Have you ever owned an electric blanket?
Yes, but it was a very long time ago - in the 20th Century, and possibly the 1980s. So I don't remember it clearly.
OCTOBER
1. It’s National Cookbook Month – do you own many cookbooks, or do you rely on the internet for recipe ideas?
I own a lot of cookbooks. I rarely use them. I rarely follow recipes. I read the recipe - then go off and do my own thing. Mainly because I rarely have the right ingredients or appliances, so have to redefine the recipe to fit my needs. That - and I'm single - and most recipes are designed for a family of five. I don't know why it's five - but it is. Sometimes it's two, but rarely just one person. We live in a society that actively discriminates against single people - it's as if everyone assumes that the vast majority of people are married and have kids.
Uh no.
2. Have you ever made chilli (with meat or vegetarian)? Even if you haven’t, what do you like to have alongside chilli as part of the meal?
Yes. I've made both. I prefer vegetarian. I make it with dark chocolate like my mother does. And usually have it either with a small side salad, and cheese and crackers.
3. Do you have well-organised kitchen storage?
LOL! No.
***
Bonus questions:
Name a television show that you will be a fan of until you die - and know everything about, and seen more than twenty times...and never get tired of re-watching?
Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Sigh. (not sure why exactly - combination of dialogue, snarky self-deprecating sense of humor, and characters - also it features strong women and is among the few series that is female centric and allows women to be strong physically, and take on a traditional male role...subverting expectations).
Film series?
Star Wars. (Not sure why - it may be a combination of the world building, dialogue, characters, and the sense of hope...)
Book series?
Kate Daniels Magic Series by Illona Andrews ( I have no idea why - I think it's the dialogue and sardonic sense of humor? Also features a badass female lead who can take on the male leads, excellent sword-fighter, and is equal to the male romantic lead. And I'm partial to the idea of lions - a shapeshifter who is a lion as opposed to a werewolf is appealing to me.)
on "book club" scams targeting authors and f*cked incentives
Oct. 3rd, 2025 12:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Genre Grapevine: Book Club Scams Are a Warning of Emerging AI Super-Scams [Jason Sanford - nota bene, I've been the target of such scams but have not fact-checked Sanford's specific details]
I'm sad that people are stuck in positions so desperate that they fall for this. I hope people get warned about this. I've gotten a couple of these and gotten asked about one that involved a scammer that cited that I was working with them (I was not, lol).
That said, I'm almost positive I've seen accounts of similarly structured scams from a time before modern mass telecommunications, when now you can fake up a bunch of "people" to convince greedy/hopeful/desperate marks that they've stumbled on some Good Thing and the marks can't (easily) verify those "people." You can do this in print with ~testimonials, but not at scale and not in realtime in this manner.
I'm not saying AI isn't a problem; I'm saying that if people weren't forced to desperation (or straight-up greedy), the incentive structure that enables the AI deployment to be profitable (so to speak) with this target ~audience would not be as successful. Which is perhaps splitting hairs and is the point at which I expect to be flamed off my own DW.
Very simplified but: Anytime you create an incentive A, you create a secondary incentive A' for bad actors to exploit the system to access A.
Hilarious terribad example of this: I was contacted for a blurb/etc for what sounded like an extremely unoriginal sexploitation "trans woman" sci-fi book (you know, sexbot cyberpunk sleazy noir but with a trans angle). That's not all that surprising and it's theoretically possible the book exists and was written by some human, or it exists but was written by some LLM, whatever. That's not the incentive. (For that matter, I'm not in a position to criticize a sci-fi book artistically on sleaziness grounds, please! I have published books full of genocide, rape, incest and other objectionable material. I'm a trash panda aesthetically.)
No: what was interesting from a scammer vs. mark arms race evolution perspective was that this author claimed to be (approximately, I'm writing this from memory) a trans woman in ~South Asia who was inspired by having done ~sex work. This is a clever way to appeal both to "woke" crowds and A Certain Sleazy Crowd! For ~privacy/safety reasons she could not accept interview/live call requests. This was accompanied by a SUPER fake-looking (likely AI-generated or badly Photoshopped, take your pick) Hot Asian Chick headshot.
So yes, absolutely as a trans person I know that safety/privacy are hideously important. But once incentive A exists, someone has incentive A' to piggyback on A, which is what looked like was happening here. I just blocked the email address and moved on. At this point, I've set up my email to auto-delete any email that mentions "Goodreads" or "Amazon", unless they're on a SMALL whitelist, among other countermeasures. Life is too short and I have ramie to spin!
I said cynically to
telophase that I suspected that the "actual" "author" was some middle-aged white dude scammer sitting in North Dakota or, more tragically and pessimistically, some human trafficking scam farm outside the US.
I assume this is also where the fake-looking-ness is partly to screen out people who are moderately suspicious/vigilant/smart enough to avoid weird, scammy emails and/or ask around for more information, and to screen for people who are sufficiently desperate, greedy, or naive (cf. shitty obvious "tells" in phishing scams). But I'm out of field so I could be wrong.
Regardless: it's not that legislative or technological protections aren't important or necessary or desirable, it's that the underlying human problem of the incentives vs. secondary incentives is inherently intractable. :(
NOTE: I'm screening comments from non-[access] and may be scarce/slow because I'm recovering from a health thing. Thanks.
I'm sad that people are stuck in positions so desperate that they fall for this. I hope people get warned about this. I've gotten a couple of these and gotten asked about one that involved a scammer that cited that I was working with them (I was not, lol).
That said, I'm almost positive I've seen accounts of similarly structured scams from a time before modern mass telecommunications, when now you can fake up a bunch of "people" to convince greedy/hopeful/desperate marks that they've stumbled on some Good Thing and the marks can't (easily) verify those "people." You can do this in print with ~testimonials, but not at scale and not in realtime in this manner.
I'm not saying AI isn't a problem; I'm saying that if people weren't forced to desperation (or straight-up greedy), the incentive structure that enables the AI deployment to be profitable (so to speak) with this target ~audience would not be as successful. Which is perhaps splitting hairs and is the point at which I expect to be flamed off my own DW.
Very simplified but: Anytime you create an incentive A, you create a secondary incentive A' for bad actors to exploit the system to access A.
Hilarious terribad example of this: I was contacted for a blurb/etc for what sounded like an extremely unoriginal sexploitation "trans woman" sci-fi book (you know, sexbot cyberpunk sleazy noir but with a trans angle). That's not all that surprising and it's theoretically possible the book exists and was written by some human, or it exists but was written by some LLM, whatever. That's not the incentive. (For that matter, I'm not in a position to criticize a sci-fi book artistically on sleaziness grounds, please! I have published books full of genocide, rape, incest and other objectionable material. I'm a trash panda aesthetically.)
No: what was interesting from a scammer vs. mark arms race evolution perspective was that this author claimed to be (approximately, I'm writing this from memory) a trans woman in ~South Asia who was inspired by having done ~sex work. This is a clever way to appeal both to "woke" crowds and A Certain Sleazy Crowd! For ~privacy/safety reasons she could not accept interview/live call requests. This was accompanied by a SUPER fake-looking (likely AI-generated or badly Photoshopped, take your pick) Hot Asian Chick headshot.
So yes, absolutely as a trans person I know that safety/privacy are hideously important. But once incentive A exists, someone has incentive A' to piggyback on A, which is what looked like was happening here. I just blocked the email address and moved on. At this point, I've set up my email to auto-delete any email that mentions "Goodreads" or "Amazon", unless they're on a SMALL whitelist, among other countermeasures. Life is too short and I have ramie to spin!
I said cynically to
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I assume this is also where the fake-looking-ness is partly to screen out people who are moderately suspicious/vigilant/smart enough to avoid weird, scammy emails and/or ask around for more information, and to screen for people who are sufficiently desperate, greedy, or naive (cf. shitty obvious "tells" in phishing scams). But I'm out of field so I could be wrong.
Regardless: it's not that legislative or technological protections aren't important or necessary or desirable, it's that the underlying human problem of the incentives vs. secondary incentives is inherently intractable. :(
NOTE: I'm screening comments from non-[access] and may be scarce/slow because I'm recovering from a health thing. Thanks.
Thursday is hanging in there?
Oct. 2nd, 2025 06:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
1. At least the weather has been nice lately - in the low 50s, 60s, and 70s. Nice breeze. Cool enough for a light jacket. Was able to take a few long walks. One up to the WTC, and another to the South Street Seaport. Played tourist yesterday and took photos.
Here's the Anne Frank Tree - "a white chestnut tree, a clone grown from an original tree outside the hiding place of Anne Frank and her family in Amsterdam, 188 Keizersgracht. Anne wrote about her view from the annex window: “As long as this exists, how can I be sad?” and referred to the chestnut three three times in her diary. This tree in Liberty Park is the eleventh clone of the tree in the United States planted by the Anne Frank Center for Mutual Respect. The date, June 12th, also marks what would have been Anne’s 88th birthday, sharing a birth year with Martin Luther King. Jr and Audrey Hepburn."

2. I can't seem to draw at the moment - which is putting a cramp in my painting project. I keep trying and its not fitting what is in my head. I'm frustrated. It's like I lost the ability or something - all of a sudden. I think I may be too much in my head or too self-conscious. I draw best when I'm not trying to make it fit something, or not worried about it. Art is hard when others eyes are upon you, or rather you feel their critical eyes upon you. It's easier when you or rather I forget they exist.
3. Buffy and Angel Fandom Bits
Started rewatch of Buffy S4 and Angel S1 - I watch an episode of one every other day, skipping episodes I don't want to re-watch, such as the Angel episode "I Fall To Pieces" (I saw that one twice, and that was one too many times, I don't need to watch it again. Angel S1 has some horrible episodes.)
Saw Fear Itself and The Harsh Light of Day - and both hold up really well. ( Read more... )
In the Dark and Room with a View are a mixed bag. I like Room better. Which surprised me. ( Read more... )
Also been listening to podcasts. It's the current trend/fad - actors doing podcasts. (Not the famous ones, the struggling ones, who are also doing conventions to make ends meet - which is a reminder of how tough a profession acting truly is - to make a living in. There are more actors than there are gigs, apparently.)
Of the podcasts - I'd say Juliet Landau's
Re-Vamped is the best.
She's a good interviewer and very funny. She doesn't take herself too seriously, which is more than I can say for a lot of podcasters. ( Read more... )
Landau's podcasts are informative though - about the process, how the series was made, backstage tid-bits, auditions, etc. She also, being a theater geek and theater actress - delves heavily into the theater and the film backgrounds of her guests. If you are interested in the nitty gritty behind the scenes stuff - they are worth checking out. (I found out for example that the actress who portrayed Sheila in School Hard, went on to produce two award-winning documentaries, one about a cult, and one about sexual allegations against a hip-hop record producer. Also, apparently Drusilla and Spike were Seinfield fans, and watched all the episodes more than once.)
5. The First Responder Memorial Statue at Liberty Park at the World Trade Center. (it's also where we're supposed to meet in case of a fire or evacuation of the building at Crazy Workplace. I figured that out today - when I looked up the Anne Frank Tree - because I didn't know where Liberty Park was until I looked it up.)

Here's another photo for the road, before I go to bed..

Here's the Anne Frank Tree - "a white chestnut tree, a clone grown from an original tree outside the hiding place of Anne Frank and her family in Amsterdam, 188 Keizersgracht. Anne wrote about her view from the annex window: “As long as this exists, how can I be sad?” and referred to the chestnut three three times in her diary. This tree in Liberty Park is the eleventh clone of the tree in the United States planted by the Anne Frank Center for Mutual Respect. The date, June 12th, also marks what would have been Anne’s 88th birthday, sharing a birth year with Martin Luther King. Jr and Audrey Hepburn."

2. I can't seem to draw at the moment - which is putting a cramp in my painting project. I keep trying and its not fitting what is in my head. I'm frustrated. It's like I lost the ability or something - all of a sudden. I think I may be too much in my head or too self-conscious. I draw best when I'm not trying to make it fit something, or not worried about it. Art is hard when others eyes are upon you, or rather you feel their critical eyes upon you. It's easier when you or rather I forget they exist.
3. Buffy and Angel Fandom Bits
Started rewatch of Buffy S4 and Angel S1 - I watch an episode of one every other day, skipping episodes I don't want to re-watch, such as the Angel episode "I Fall To Pieces" (I saw that one twice, and that was one too many times, I don't need to watch it again. Angel S1 has some horrible episodes.)
Saw Fear Itself and The Harsh Light of Day - and both hold up really well. ( Read more... )
In the Dark and Room with a View are a mixed bag. I like Room better. Which surprised me. ( Read more... )
Also been listening to podcasts. It's the current trend/fad - actors doing podcasts. (Not the famous ones, the struggling ones, who are also doing conventions to make ends meet - which is a reminder of how tough a profession acting truly is - to make a living in. There are more actors than there are gigs, apparently.)
Of the podcasts - I'd say Juliet Landau's
Re-Vamped is the best.
She's a good interviewer and very funny. She doesn't take herself too seriously, which is more than I can say for a lot of podcasters. ( Read more... )
Landau's podcasts are informative though - about the process, how the series was made, backstage tid-bits, auditions, etc. She also, being a theater geek and theater actress - delves heavily into the theater and the film backgrounds of her guests. If you are interested in the nitty gritty behind the scenes stuff - they are worth checking out. (I found out for example that the actress who portrayed Sheila in School Hard, went on to produce two award-winning documentaries, one about a cult, and one about sexual allegations against a hip-hop record producer. Also, apparently Drusilla and Spike were Seinfield fans, and watched all the episodes more than once.)
5. The First Responder Memorial Statue at Liberty Park at the World Trade Center. (it's also where we're supposed to meet in case of a fire or evacuation of the building at Crazy Workplace. I figured that out today - when I looked up the Anne Frank Tree - because I didn't know where Liberty Park was until I looked it up.)

Here's another photo for the road, before I go to bed..

Ninefox Gambit comic
Oct. 2nd, 2025 03:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
There are parts of this comic theme I find wildly confusing, but after accidentally destroying my WordPress install ~a year ago, Ninefox Gambit comic is back online! Includes both the Cheris reboot prelude/origin story and Candle Arc comics.

(The companion site Candle Arc is more specifically focused on the 2D animated short in preproduction.)
...still buried under orchestration homework, see y'all later?!


(The companion site Candle Arc is more specifically focused on the 2D animated short in preproduction.)
...still buried under orchestration homework, see y'all later?!